The idea behind BagheadSponsor.com is to offer video blog episodes that bring you messages of truth, hope, inspiration, hilarity, awe, intrigue and fun - - anonymously. While the nature of the BagheadSponsor site is comedic, they are very serious about sobriety.
Vicki Johnson, Yoga Vibe’s Recovery Vibe Blog Commentator writes, Today there are millions of people practicing some form of yoga, as well as millions of people who are living by the tenets of some recovery program related to the disease of addiction. Are the two paths related and if so, how? This is just one of the questions and issues we will be discussing on the Recovery Vibe Blog.
We’re proud to offer Vicki’s DVD, Grace, Yoga and Recovery and her CD, Grace - Enhancing Recovery Through Prayer, Meditation and Yoga in our store.
Addiction Recovery and Yoga is a feature documentary about how people have used yoga as part of their journey in recovery programs from serious addiction problems to a new life of well-being and emotional stability.
If you are even remotely curious about how yoga can support your recovery, I urge you to view this wonderful documentary.
About Filmmaker Lindsey Clennell (from iyengarnyc.org)
Lindsey Clennell has studied yoga since 1970 and taught Iyengar Yoga since 1977. He has trained 16 times in India with B. K. S. Iyengar, his primary teacher, and the Iyengar family.
Originally a medical student in England, he became a documentary filmmaker and writer, producing and directing more than 200 music videos, concert series, and specials. Among his subjects were Muhammad Ali and Mikhail Gorbachev, and he was nominated for an award for Outstanding Contribution to British Cinema by the British Film Academy.
Reflecting on one of his last film projects—which led to the release of 30 American hostages before the first Gulf War—Lindsey cites a favorite quote from Sri Aurobindo: “All life is yoga.” This concept would have been unobtainable for him without Iyengar’s teaching, which gave him the stamina to endure creative demands and stress.
Since retiring from film, in 1991, Lindsey has focused solely on Iyengar Yoga and its physical and psychological healing effects. A student of philosophy, Lindsey imparts the in-depth teachings of B. K. S. Iyengar’s presentation of Patanjali’s Astanga Yoga.
“Iyengar Yoga enables students to envision new possibilities,” he says. “It gives them a process for discovery and evolution.” He advises new students to be realistic and to “start with a short but regular practice.”
Nine Tips For Using 12-Step & Recovery Music as a Holistic and Therapeutic Support Tool For Enhancing Addiction Recovery
- From SunlightOfTheSpirit.com
By Gracie Vandiver,
Founder, Sunlight of the Spirit Music
July 6, 2009
Table of Contents
On January 1, 2006, I founded an Internet music store called Sunlight of the Spirit Music in order to make 12-step and recovery music more accessible to the worldwide recovery community. SunlightOfTheSpirit.com specializes in offering 12-step and recovery music CDs and MP3s as a support tool for ongoing recovery from alcoholism and addictions. It is widely regarded as the best resource for online recovery music. Our high-quality recordings are created exclusively by artists in recovery who share their experience, strength, and hope through their music.
Recovery is a journey of the heart. Music travels a path to the deepest corners of our hearts where words alone cannot go.
As a person in recovery, I understand the importance of having a wide variety of tools in my spiritual kit. Recovery music helps me quickly connect to my higher power, feel gratitude, and it gives me inner peace (even on a bad day!).
My purpose for writing this white paper is to (1) share my expertise on 12-step and recovery music recordings that I’ve had the pleasure of working with; and (2) offer specific suggestions for how you can use 12-step and recovery music as a holistic and non-traditional resource for enhancing addiction recovery.
All of the ideas offered here are being utilized by various treatment providers across the United States who have purchased music from SunlightOfTheSpirit.com.
Recovery music helps guide us on our continuing journey of healing and growth. It holds up the mirror of experience, and gently whispers, “I’ve been there, and I’m not there anymore.” Lyrics can address what it was like (before recovery), what happened (the moment of clarity), or what it’s like now (being in recovery). As an example, here are lyrics to a song of personal reflection called
By My Own Hand:
By My Own Hand
Written by Jack Sundrud & Randy Handley
I’ve got scars of battles, more than I can count
I’ve seen bad luck running when it won’t run out
I’ve had friends desert me, turn around they’re gone
I’ve had love torn from me while I’m holding on
But what fate has put me through
Can’t hold a candle to
The damage that’s been done
By my own hand
I denied my spirit, I ignored the truth
Can’t believe the hell I put this body through
Looking back on the road I have travelled down
But for the grace of God, I’d be in the ground
There’s no use layin’ blame
It’s time to break these chains
‘Cause the damage has been done
By my own hand
I know a man is not forgiven
While he shakes his fist at heaven
And so I pray
For those who called me friend
And strength to rebuild again
The damage that’s been done
Oh, the damage that’s been done
Oh, the damage has been done
By my own hand
© Curb Magnatone Music Publishing (BMI)/Randy Handley Music (BMI),
All Rights Reserved. Used by permission.
By My Own Hand can be found on Trail of Light – Fifteen Songs Reflecting the Journey From Alcoholism & Addiction To A New Life In Recovery. (See Appendix.) The compilation CD received a 2008 PRISM Award from the Entertainment Industries Council, Inc. (EIC), in collaboration with the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) and FX Network, reflecting the entertainment industry’s commitment to the accurate depiction of addiction and health issues in film, television, music, comic books and interactive entertainment. It comes with its own Discussion Guide covering each of the fifteen songs on the CD.
12-step music, a subset of recovery music, can be defined as songs that specifically address one or more of the 12 steps of Alcoholics Anonymous. 12-step CDs only contain songs where each track on the CD reflects the artist’s experience on a particular step. Sometimes more than one step is addressed in the same song. Listening to songs about the 12-steps helps to reinforce their message.
Here’s an excerpt from Jim W.’s CD, One Man’s Walk (See Appendix). His song, “I Surrender,” shares his experience on steps 1, 2, and 3. It carries the message of the guiding principles of those steps as well.
Step One: We admitted that we were powerless over alcohol - that our lives had become unmanageable (principle: honesty); Step Two: Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity (principle: faith); and Step Three: Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood him (principle: trust).
I Surrender
Written by Jim W.
“My Way” was the anthem I lived by
Lyin’, cheatin’, ego-feedin’, anything to stay high
Lately my dead end street turned worse
This road leads to an institution, a jail cell, or a hearse
Put myself through the mill - I surrender
I let go of my will - I surrender
I believe that your way works better - I surrender
I’m told that you give unconditional love
That’s the glue my shattered soul could use a truckload of
Blind eyes should never be allowed to drive
So put your hand on the steering wheel,
I’m riding on the passenger side
Put myself through the mill - I surrender
I let go of my will - I surrender
I believe that your way works better - I surrender
No more contempt without investigation
Carry me to your destination
Put myself through the mill - I surrender
I let go of my will - I surrender
I believe that your way works better - I surrender
© 2004 Juan Cat Music (BMI), All Rights Reserved. Used by Permission.
It takes two hours to watch a movie, and much longer than that to read a book. A song can touch your heart and cut through the mental chatter in three minutes.
- Kathy Mattea,
Award-Winning Recording Artist
Listen to a recovery song. When it’s over, ask group members what they identified with in the song. Then play the song again, only this time ask for any new awareness that came after the second listening, as well as zeroing in on any specifics that you may wish to discuss about recovery.
When working with the 12-steps, choose a song that relates to the corresponding step and use it to open up a discussion around the step.
In recovery, learning to be honest with one’s self takes practice. Journaling is a way of practicing self-honesty. It can become a valuable coping tool. It prepares us for the “fact-finding and fact-facing process” of step 4 (thoroughness); It gives us a vehicle for practicing the principle attached to step 8 (honesty).
Recovery music offers a safe starting point for journaling by helping those who are new in recovery to focus on the message and the emotions delivered in the song.
I had an English professor who was fond of saying, “When it’s in your head it’s private; When it’s on paper it’s public.” In many recovery rooms we’re told, “We’re only as sick as our secrets.” Journaling creates a bridge that connects us from being stuck in “stinking thinking” to new awareness and the potential for change - - a valuable piece for one’s spiritual kit.
Ask group members to quietly journal their thoughts and feelings after listening to a recovery song. Set a time limit – perhaps fifteen minutes. You may wish to give specific instructions, such as “This is a song called [fill in the title]. After it ends, you’ll have the opportunity to sit quietly and write for fifteen minutes, allowing your thoughts and feelings to land on the page. After you start writing, do your best to keep writing without stopping and editing your thoughts. If you discover you’re stuck, start writing something like ‘I don’t know what to write’ and keep writing that until you land on another thought that has to do with your recovery. Remember to keep your pen on the page no matter what comes out and remember to be gentle with yourself.”
If you would like to start a discussion after the exercise, ask if there are any brave volunteers who would like to read out loud what they wrote. After your group discussion, play the song again and ask for any new awareness that came after the second listening, either by allowing participants to do additional journaling, or by continuing your group discussion.
Choose a piece of meditation music that’s approximately five to ten minutes in length. Practice with the music prior to the session so that you are able to give verbal instructions on the relaxation process and/or guide group members into contemplating one of the 12 steps. Music then becomes the background to the guided imagery offered by the leader. Using instrumental music in the background gives you an opportunity to speak to the specific consciousness of the group you are working with.
Or, you may choose to use a recording that includes guided imagery with the music.
Begin or close each day with a morning prayer in song!
There are some wonderful CDs with spoken prayers and instrumental music supporting the message, and there are also CDs where prayers, such as the Lord’s Prayer or the Serenity Prayer, are beautifully sung.
Set the tone for lectures by opening with a song from a recovery music CD. Music adds an additional dimension to your audience’s experience. For continuity, play the same song to close out your session, or play a different piece of recovery music that carries messages of hope.
There’s power in music. When I share my recovery journey in song at treatment centers, I have a favorite song that I perform called, “Attitude Adjustment.” It’s about isolation, self-obsession, procrastination – you get the picture. I encourage audience participation, asking for hands to go up anytime someone relates to what I’m singing about. One time, my son came with me. When the concert was over, he told me that the boy sitting next to him in the back of the room had kept his hands folded in his lap the entire time. During “Attitude Adjustment,” whenever the boy related to the lyrics, he didn’t raise his hand, but he did raise one finger. The music had given him a new awareness; he was just too tender to let everyone else see.
Use recovery music during special ceremonies, such as when patients graduate from treatment. When a group of people experience a performance in a room, they become connected by the common experience. It creates community in a way that other art forms do not.
Pick a song that reinforces the feeling of look how far I’ve come. Not only will it celebrate how hard the graduate has worked to better his or her self, it will also inspire others in attendance.
We used the song, God’s Time, Not Mine, in a graduation ceremony for the first graduate of our newly opened treatment center. The song perfectly defined this young woman’s journey in recovery. After struggling, she was now able to become patient and allow things to happen in God’s time. She was very touched by the song and how she related to it.
- Marcie D. Gray, LSAC,
Southwest Behavioral Health Center
(God’s Time, Not Mine appears on Sonia Lee’s CD, Chance To Start Over –
See Appendix)
Create a listening station (with headsets) for exploring recovery music during free time. Offer a wide variety of 12-step and recovery music for self-exploration.
Listening to 12-step and recovery music allows patients to take a breather from lectures, group discussions, and one-on-one sessions, yet they still hear the message of recovery.
The music player on the home page of SunlightOfTheSpirit.com streams a full-length song from each CD available in its store – It is especially helpful for those who are new to recovery and are in need of redirecting their train of thought before it travels further down the old track.
The Sober Café Podcast offers music as well as interviews with artists, actors, authors, and musicians in recovery. Look for the subscribe block in the upper right corner of the website. By subscribing, new episodes are delivered directly to iTunes in your computer. The Sober Café Podcast won a 2008 Entertainment Industries Council PRISM Award for making a difference in interactive media.
Recovery music is a useful and spiritual support tool that can be used between 12-step meetings or therapy sessions. Typically, the first thing we do when we get in our cars is turn on the radio. By listening to recovery music on the go, we are reminded that we are not alone on our journey.
Support ongoing recovery by adding a “Compliments of . . .” sticker with your contact info and present a recovery music CD to patients as they graduate from treatment or reach milestones in recovery.
I have not been able to listen to my music during my recovery, too much association and it takes my thoughts where I don’t want them to go (know what I mean?) - so these recovery CDs are the answer to my prayers. I can now play my air guitar and sing with gratitude, identification and sheer enjoyment, another gift of sobriety.
- Ian
I hope you found these tips helpful. Feel free to share this paper with your colleagues. (There’s a link at the top of this page to download this white paper as a pdf.)
As you apply some of the techniques offered here, I would love to receive your feedback. Any experiences you would like to share or new ideas you would like to suggest are most welcome. As I collect ideas, I’ll post them at SunlightOfTheSpirit.com.
Feel free to email me through the SunlightOfTheSpirit.com website if I may be of service to you and your community.
I can also be reached through my personal website at gracievandiver.com.
-Gracie Vandiver
Two-time PRISM Award recipient,
Founder of Sunlight of the Spirit Music,
Producer & Host of the Sober Café Podcast
Our music library offers useful tools to our clinical staff for helping patients connect emotionally and spiritually. The music is also helpful in exploring the struggles, joys and victories of living in recovery.
- Patrick Haggerson, M.A., CADC-II
Training Specialist, Betty Ford Center
Follow the links below to hear song samples or purchase music from Sunlight of the Spirit Music’s Internet store.
Subscribe to the monthly newsletter to stay informed of new music added to the store and special discounts offered from time-to-time only to subscribers.
Trail Of Light, by Gracie Vandiver & Friends
Chance To Start Over, by Sonia Lee
Learning To Live Again, by Just Ray
Twelve Songs, by Mary Lyn B.
Twelve Steps To Freedom, The Serenity Songs Project
The Gift Of Brokenness, by Laura C.
One Man’s Walk, by Jim W.
SpiritStep One: Beginning Meditation: Relax & Let Go
Sitting In The Light, by Angela Hryniuk
Peaceful Sounds For Meditation, by Desert Spirit
Meditations Of The Harp, by David Zasloff
Courage & Wisdom, by David Zasloff
Prayers From The Mountain, by Andrew Pace
Rachel Resnick is the author of Love Junkie, a new and critically acclaimed memoir. She also wrote the Los Angeles Times bestseller, Go West Young F*cked-Up Chick, a novel.
Her essays, articles and fiction have appeared in nearly a dozen anthologies, most recently What Was I Thinking? 58 Bad Boyfriend Stories, and many magazines (including Marie Claire and Women’s Health), newspapers and literary journals.
Resnick has taught in major writing programs, among them UCLA Extension Writers Program, USC Professional Writing Program, Cal Arts, and Stanford, and she runs her own Writers On Fire writing workshops in Hawaii, France and Los Angeles.
As an incest survivor, healing from an eating disorder, and a recovering alcoholic, these are her truths and yet Robin Richardson is so much more than these labels.
Robin is now singing her truth as an inspirational source for girls and women. She recorded her CD, “Wild Bird” in the spring of 2008 and uses the songs in her performances at schools and conferences across the United States and Canada.
Listen to the Sober Cafe Podcast “Three Cups of Coffee and the Truth Interview” with Robin Richardson, musician and psychotherapist. (Running Time: 23 min. 42 sec.)
About Robin Richardson’s Music:
The songs on Wild Bird chronicle Robin’s journey: from victim to thriver, from addiction to recovery, from self-hatred to self-honoring, and from hopelessness to embracing life. Each song represents a stage of growth, a new learning or a discovery along the path.
Robin also collaborated with Tom Wasinger and created Soul Comfort, an instrumental CD that was initially created as the musical backdrop for an eating meditation and designed to be a relaxing, nurturing aid to those struggling with compulsive eating. This hour-long continuous piece of music is recommended to all who seek universal connection and relief from stress and compulsivity.
Sponsored By: Sunlight of the Spirit Music
Visit the Sober Cafe Podcast and get to know Patrick Haggerson, musician and Internationally Certified Alcohol and Drug Counselor. Patrick shares about his music, his recovery journey, and what it’s like working with others in recovery at the Betty Ford Center.
Patrick uses music in his work in the field of recovery for meditation, exploring feelings, inspiration and joy. He has been playing music and using it as an expression of recovery for over twenty-one years.
He has two CDs available on Sunlight of the Spirit Music’s website:
Desert Spirit - Peaceful Sounds For Meditation uses a unique blend of acoustic guitar, Native American flute, and Inca pan flute to express peaceful, relaxing melodies, which flow like a soft desert breeze.
The songs on (Recovery Spirit)2 are offered as musical expressions which explore and celebrate the changes experienced in the working of each of the 12 steps.
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Listen for free to a “Three Cups of Coffee and the Truth Interview” with Tommy Holmes, recorded during the 12 Step Music Fest in the Florida Keys.
Tommy is a natural talent that shines from the L.A. backdrop. Known for strong melodies and thoughtful lyrics, Tommy works hard to tell the truth in his songs on his self-titled CD, Tommy Holmes.
Recently, he was asked to write and record songs for the film 39 Pounds of Love. Tommy has also had several songs featured on national TV shows such as ABC’s The Nine, The WB’s Dawson’s Creek and UPN’s Jake 2.0.
In this episode of the Sober Cafe Podcast, Tommy shares about his musical background and some insights about his spiritual journey in recovery.
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Benoit Denizet-Lewis is the author of America Anonymous: Eight Addicts in Search of a Life.
America Anonymous is the unforgettable story of eight men and women from around the country — including a grandmother, a college student, a bodybuilder, and a housewife — struggling with addictions.
For nearly three years, acclaimed journalist Benoit Denizet-Lewis immersed himself in their lives as they battled drug and alcohol abuse, overeating, and compulsive gambling and sexuality. Alternating with their stories is Denizet-Lewis’s candid account of his own recovery from sexual addiction and his compelling examination of our culture of addiction, where we obsessively search for new and innovative ways to escape the reality of the present moment and make ourselves feel “better.”
Are Americans more addicted than people in other countries, or does it just seem that way? Can food or sex be as addictive as alcohol and drugs? And will we ever be able to treat addiction with a pill? These are just a few of the questions Denizet-Lewis explores during his remarkable journey inside the lives of men and women struggling to become, or stay, sober.
As the addicts in this book stumble, fall, and try again to make a different and better life, Denizet-Lewis records their struggles — and his own — with honesty and empathy.
To listen to this insightful interview, please visit SoberCafePodcast.com.
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The Sober Café Podcast plays music from artists in recovery. They also offer rare interviews with artists in recovery, sharing their experience, strength, hope, and some great tunes.
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